I wish I could edit the OP with clarification or delete the post altogether but don't think there's an option to edit/delete posts.
I just want to say I find this thread embarrassing now in retrospect, having learnt more about the server and how servers work generally.
The post comes off as whiny and entitled, particularly given what the server has to deal with just to function. I was wrong - it was demanding and I sincerely apologise
If there's a way to delete it or have it deleted I would appreciate that, but if that isn't an option with forum posts in the interest of accountability I understand.